sick of it
i’m so sick of everything. there’s no point in even trying. people are just too hard to get along with. i’m misunderstood, and, though i don’t hate everyone and i’m not a raging bitch like everyone seems to think i am, maybe that’s my problem and i should just go with it. because, to be perfectly honest, i’m a hell of a lot more thoughtful than most people. people are mean to me all the time and i just trick myself into thinking it isn’t personal. i just want to delete myself from society sometimes. i want to go live in a little shack somewhere where no one can talk to me and that way i don’t feel bad when they wouldn’t have even bothered in the first place.
fuck everybody.